hello, im 20 yr old and im addicted to poker online and occasionally the side game blackjack.
i can never profit and win, and im so angry i have to email customer support every time i lose because im POSITIVE there poker is rigged and there casino, its IMPOSSIBLE TO WIN. the poker, i always get killed by the river card when my hand should win. it happens constantly, and the blackjack i cannot beat ever. if i have 20 they will get 21 etc…..
but what im asking is how do i stop! ive just lost a fortune, and the worst thing is….i just wasted money on the poker that I OWE OUT ! i literally let my anger take over my financial responsibility if you get me….even though i new i owed the money i was playing with…i just didnt care and i wanted to win at this moment….i went all in and lost….now im just sat here thinking…..OMG…WHAT AM I GUNNA DO??????????????????????? i literally went all hot inside and sweating and just want to throw my laptop.
so yeh, just give me some opinions on how to stop playing and stop this urge. i feel like when i lose i need to win my money back also….thats the other problem.
is this the start of my gambling nightmare? am i now going into the gambling world were people just basically are committing suiced financialy!?
